thankyou guys!
im happy to have you in my life, guyss!

pagi pagi uda kebangun gara gara ada yg kasih surprise buat gue
makasih banget lohhh :)
kuee ultah dengan gambar muka guee, iloveit! :D
udah ahh gak mau nulis apa apa lagi, gak tau mau ngomong apa lagi selain
HAPPY ^^

happy birthday
happy birthday
happy birthday to you cind

thankyouu all
iloveyou guyssss buat yang udahh ngucapin
apalagi nelpon guee
guee seneng banget!

im fifteen years old now :)

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

yaaa, kemaren cell day
and gue ikut lomba merias wajah
gue pikir ,ahh ikut ajah gak ada kerjaan ini di hari libur
ckck

okee ini foto gue and meetyou setelah makeup
gimana? ada yg aneh? berubah? wkwk
gue lucu liat muka gue, sok jutek tapi gak bisa
ckck

di make up sama temen gue Cynthia Martha Yolanda
thanks banget nih, haha menjadikan gue kelinci percobaan
wkwk

cuma, gue gak tau ternyata pakaian mendukung
and sayangnya gue pake baju apa adanyaa!
kalo gak lumayan sapa tau gue juara, haha ;p



yeaaa, ini tampang asli gue setelah make up
ckck mau ngakak liad nyaa
seperti anak yang SOK abis! ckck
cuma sayang keritingan nya gagal gara" waktu!
aaaa ><
so far so good :D

gue iri liat temen gue, gue iri !
huff, kenapa yaaa gue gak bisa seperti mereka!
but, its ok lah! forget it :(

gue mau cerita tentang Champion Gathering kemarin
gak kemarin sih, uda tanggal 13-14 maret
hm , pertamanya sih ue antusias banget, pengen banget ikut!
and setelah sampai sana, gue jadi takut
takut gak bisa nge doain lah, takud gak bisa ini itu lah
takud deh, cuma Tuhan baik.
gue bisa doa and gue juga ngalamin pemulihan lagi di Hati Bapa
entah kenapa gue nangis lagi inget bokap gue yang super duper cuek ama gue
mungkin gak cuek , cuma emang gue yang gak bisa bersosialisasi sama dia

oh God, semua uda terlambat
mungkin gue cuma bisa doa n doa

pulang dari CG , nyokap gue udah bikin gue bete
masa gue dibilang pembantu udah balik dari kampung?
oh God, forgive her
wahahaha ;p

gue cuma bilang " untung uda pulih :) "
hahaha
balik lagi ke post gue yang lama
yeaaa, gue iri
kadang gue mikir,
"andai gue kek lo"
"coba gue secantik lo"
" coba gue sepinter lo "
" coba gue seperti lo yang kata orang perfect "

haha , cuma kalo jadi orang yang seperti itu gak enak juga
pasti pernah dibenci
pasti pernah di katain dan sebagainya

yahh jadi apa adanya guee ajah deh
gini gini gue ciptaaan Tuhan yang amad berharga ^^ haha kata kata gue buat orang yg suka ngeledek gue! ckck

yeaaaa, double TAYLOR is my favorite actors and actresses , ohh man!
gimana gua gak suka, lihat si taylor lautner, main new moon, wow !
keren abiss, lihat si taylor swift nyanyi and main film juga , amazing !

kemaren ini, abis lihat mereka berdua main di film valentine's day, wow!
agak kecewa sih, garagara mereka munculnya lama, and sebentar banget!
huhuhu ,but its ok lah. gua bisa lihat akting mereka berdua yang lumayan ok! hahaha.
gue jadi menggila, setiap kali liat double TAYLOR ada dimana mana, di majalah, di tv, atau lagi denger lagu! mantab deh buat double TAYLOR
semoga, mereka langgeng juga ,ckck :)

udah ahh bahas TAYLOR , mending bahas yang lain
wkwk
jadi gue itu tertarik sama benda asing itu, udah kayak berhala tau gak
saking kepingin nya, kalo gue gak bisa dapet gue bisa nangis
aduhh aduh, anak BODOH!
ckckck
stop lah, mending mikirin yang lain daripada benda asing itu
benda yang ganggu pikiran gue, toh kalo emang gue bisa
pasti gue dapet, tapi susah nya minta ampun dapetin itu barang asing
wakakakw
but, im still waiting C: